Happy Halloween dear reader! I know, it’s been a while, but I’ve been hard at work doing very little. I know, that’s anticlimactic, but it’s the truth. I had been prescribed an antidepressant called Vraylar for my bipolar. However, it ended up acting as a major sedative and screwed up my focusing terribly. As such, I’ve gone off of it and since then, (October 28th—only a few days ago), I’ve been writing again.
Sadly, this doesn’t mean that you’ll see anything until Decemystery; I’ll post a little update on Thanksgiving more than likely and then I’ll focus on 2022. I’m once more terribly sorry that this year was a major letdown and I feel truly horrible. I spent most of the time I wasn’t writing playing video games and beating myself up for being a sloth and thought that it was my fault for not trying hard enough. I didn’t realize that it really was how the medication was treating my bipolar and in hindsight, I wish I’d acted quicker so it didn’t end up making me do nothing for almost two entire months.
I’ve always been self-conscious of not doing anything and while doing nothing but playing video games may seem like a dream come true, it becomes a nightmare when you burn through so much in so little time. You spend a lot of money and end up becoming a shopaholic. It sucks, trust me.
Anyways, I hope that Decemystery will be more than enough to make you all happy. Also, from the bottom of my heart: if you’re a frequent visitor of this blog, I hope that you aren’t mad at me. I’ve done all I can to continue to have this blog be as entertaining and content-filled as possible. Likewise, not providing said content upsets me; even if there’s just one person who reads this blog and is disappointed I haven’t posted recently hurts. So I really, really hope and pray that Decemystery 2021 will be the greatest Decemystery yet.
Until next time (Thanksgiving), take care and have a spooky Halloween!
Vertigo
